Monday, July 19, 2010
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Chris Brown - Ya man ain't me.
"Stop Trippin', I know you got a girl , but boy she slippin'. I can see myself gettin' in where I fit in. I want you to see just how much your girl ain't me. "
she's lucky to have you.
I really hope she knows what she has. You are absolutely amazing, You have a great smile, & You know how to keep a conversation going. I spent two days with you & it was great. After everything that happened between us which was unexpected I really can't help but to have feelings for you. I don't understand why you did the things you did with me when you're obviously in love with this girl, but I guess it was my fault too. . I knew you loved her & I didn't even stop you from doing anything with me.
I feel used, because we haven't talked for the passed three days & it kinda sucks. You told me you liked me that night & that you couldn't control your feelings for me. You don't want anything to happen between us, because I'm your best friends ex girlfriend. I know we both thought that nothing was going to happen, but you should have known the consequences when you held my hand & kissed me. Why'd you do it ?
I hate what we did. I regret every single thing that we did. I hate you. I never thought that I would say this, but I hate you for using me. I hate that I couldn't control my feelings for you. I hate the way you look at me with those greyish blue eyes of yours. I hate your stupid perfect smile. I hate the way you hold me. I hate the way you whine when you want me to cuddle with you. I hate how kiddish your voice sounds & how you rant about all these random facts. I hate the way I teared up in front of you after everything we did & how you were able to talk about how you still love your ex. . that hurt.
I hate you so much. . I really do.
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