You still have my heart babyy.

i miss you.

hello there old love,

I miss you. . I want you to know that I still think about you & that I still love you. . I haven't really thought about you lately. Maybe I'm finally getting over you, but maybe I'm not because just earlier today I went through my recycle bin on the computer & restored all the pictures I had of us. You don't know how much I wish I was in your arms right now. How I miss being with you everyday & seeing you every morning & night. I wish you lived back here in Vegas again. . I hate how you're so far away & how things ended the way they did. . I want you to know that I still have that voicemail that you left me. . I listen to it every once & awhile just so I can remember how you sound. . Everytime I listen to it my heart always seems to melt when you said that you still love me. .

I really want to pick up the phone & just text you or call you to say how much I want us to work, but that's me being selfish. . wanting something to work out when I already know that it wont. I live here in Vegas & you're all the way in Chicago. How will it work between us when we don't even trust each other ? How will it work when I always want to see you everyday, but I know that I cant. .

I miss you . . I miss you so much. . I miss you more than anyone. I want you back home with me. I want you here now. I'm still in love with you. . I need you here. I can't let you go . . I really can't, but I know I have to. .

always & infinite. . that's what you used to say to me. . I love you. . always. . & infinite baby. .

I miss you so much it hurts. .